i can bet that if you were here right now,we would both falter.

i just know it.

but for now,we can't.

those kissing pics of yours,they never fail to make me feel horrible,

but i kept it all deep down in me.

cuz i knew you are just going to be mon meilleur ami.

you said so,so dont regret.

thats all.

sometimes,i realised, people talk to you cuz they have a motive

sometimes, people dont practise what they preach

sometimes people just disappoint you time and again

but sometimes..you cant be bothered to care anymore.

i knew you werent good,but i didnt realise you were such a bad nut.you fucker.

today on the bus i started to feel sick after i kissed S goodbye.idk its the guilt or the bumpy ride.the secondhand smoke made it worse.fuck the people who smoke in orchard road man.

im so angry annoyed pissed now.idk why things would end up to be this way.

i seriously dont know. i cant judge,im not a saint myself. but yet when others are at it,i feel horrid.

isnt it the same?

n'est-ce pas?

he kissed me i tasted your mouth.

its friday im still in love

long time no chat with putra joson sarah and moi.had a really good bitching session at clarke quay.its been like since april since me and S went drinking.

so yay here goes pics

pics at work

putra and joson

we went yello jello,shortly after the boys left we hopped over to TCC.sarah insisted that i was drunk and that waiter brought me warm water.FML.

''she wants to take a picture with you" points to me.everytime we both get together we do something crazy.

next week!!!!!

till then,

my lovelies.

today i woke up groggily and saw four messages.

one from putra to confirm about tonight,one from mel,one from my sis and another weird number.

so i opened mel's and she asked me how i did.i was like shit.RESULTS.every day work never think bout it.and im so happy i got B+ for ITAPPS.

turns out that i got a B for LMS cuz i dont possess the skills to manage my life.FML.

DISCLAIMER: i am not showing off my results cuz its not a 4.0. so many people in TCP are smarter than me they all got in either olevel get single digit or 4.0 GPA.and i have neither.so i'll work towards it.

anyway i hope you did well too!

i met this remarkable woman two days ago and my,she is one fine young woman who gives me inspiration.she has great poise,yet,able to exude deep humility.she is never proud of her harvard degree background and constantly encourages people around her to strive for success.

Thank you for opening up a new chapter of my life.

i hate the way you think you know me very well and that in fact you actually do.

hey sweethearts,AOH is finally over my goodness!

saw my cuz yesterday,he was there to see his men haha.

it was fun,i should admit,with all the hits and talking to high ranking officers.

albert's the funniest!

theres the scary part of people stalking me home and stuff.

oh well,theres nice people like S who wants to kick his balls and KH to send me home haha.

anyway pics will be up tonight i hope!!!

see y'all soon.

later!

today,as usual,has been fucking hectic and amusing.

today, at my job,they gave out free billy bombers vouchers.

GUY: hey this three course meal is for one only ah?

ME:yeah

GUY: what if i have gf?

ME: be a sport.pay for her la

GUY: how about you me,this sun?

answer of the day: ASK MY MANAGER.

see if u will freak out if you see 2000 men.