tes yeux, j'en reve jour et nuit

oh hey everyone,life has been good.yeah real good. i watched the house bunny today.totally waste of money i tell you.its super duper bimbotic.but it reminded me of a lot of things.and yeah i dont think i can promote.yeah CLAP.

i want to answer questions that are thrown at me.

ARE YOU STILL A VIRGIN???
ANS:no,some black american guy took it

HOW MANY BOYFRIENDS HAVE YOU HAD?
ANS: around ten i suppose

DID YOU SIGN UP FOR MALAY CLASSES BECAUSE YOU HAVE A MALAY BOYFRIEND?
ANS:yeah how did you know?

ARE YOU PREGNANT?
ANS:yeah, the same black american guy impregnated me.

yeah yeah yeah.everything i do has gotta do with my bf.my imaginary bf.
i dyed my hair cuz of my bf.
i permed my hair cuz i want to look good for my bf.
i signed up for malay classes cuz i have a malay bf.
i signed up for french classes because i have a french bf.
i started to learn english since young cuz i knew i would have a caucasian bf.
i started to learn chinese since young cuz i knew i would date a chinese guy.
but have you forgotten about me?

and yeah im 2 months pregnant.i experience morning sickness everyday.you got that?
FUCK YOU MUM.FUCK YOU.

after almost seventeen fucking years,you still dont know me at all.im that sort who would go around sleeping with random men as and when i like.yeah you got that all right.ALL RIGHT.

sometimes it feels no one understand
i dont even know why i do the things i do,
when pride builds me up till i cant see my soul
will you break down these walls and pull me through?