tes yeux, j'en reve jour et nuit

i feel so rotten inside. like a shiny big red apple with a huge worm inside of me eating a lil and lil more of me each day.

i pray,u'll be better off without me.cause that was what i wanted for us,when i left.sorry for being selfish my friend.really am.

sometimes i dont know how i feel anymore.

sometimes its scary that i myself dont even know which is the real me

but sometimes i just need you to be there

dan is coming in december,first of all, i hope it wont be the week im going philippines,secondly, i hope he will really come no glitches this time.two years ok,i waited two years for him to come.pls let him be here.*keeps fingers crossed*