Sunday, 6 December 2009

as you all might know already, its over between us.
there is no turning back because of what he had done this time.
after two years and a lil more, he decided that he did not like an asian gf.
and that he needs to figure some things about me.
go figure.
im going off first. i cant stay with someone who insults my race.

surprisingly, im not sad enough to cry this time round. idk is it because i havent been listening to emo songs or whats the reason. but instead i feel angry for myself. and relieved. i guess its good for me. i'll never be as childish like him to block me or whatsoever. i am totally cool with us talking.maybe an apology will be good. but thats it.no more.

i think i'll never get a bf. all the guys here...really CMI. plus with the bad temper and ''asian mentality'', its even harder. oh well.

i'll be good on my own,maybe god will find me one.

ov shared this with me

People always come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime.

When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do.

..

When someone is in your life for a REASON,

it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly.

They have come to assist you through a difficulty,

or to provide you with guidance and support,

to aid you physically, emotionally, or even spiritually.

They may seem like a godsend to you, and they are.

They are there for the reason you need them to be.

...

Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time,

this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.

...

Sometimes they die. Sometimes they just walk away.

Sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a stand.

What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done.

The prayer you sent up has been answered and it is now time to move on.

...

When people come into your life for a SEASON,

it is because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn.

They may bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.

They may teach you something you have never done.

They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.

Believe it! It is real! But, only for a season.

And like Spring turns to Summer and Summer to Fall,

the season eventually ends.

...

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons;

those things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.

Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person/people (anyway);

and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas in your life.

It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

Thank you for being part of my life.


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