tes yeux, j'en reve jour et nuit

i have questions for you that i never got the chance to ask:

do you look like you did back then?would it make a difference,anyway?

do you think of me,when you least expect it,when you're unwrapping a garden hose or tiltng your face to the shower or when you are kissng HER?And can you leave it at that,or do you find yourself sifting compulsively through the memories?

if i had been the one to leave,would you have written your heart out to me?

-jodi picoult,mercy

and one last question,did u feel good when u did this??or felt guilty when u said 'i love u' to her?