je t'aime mon amour et meilleur ami

you know,its that kind of hurt u feel in ur heart which makes you gloomy all day, the day seems to pass slower,everything u do reminds u of him. The chinese text, i remember how he said it was perfectly made,how i felt my heart squeeze when he said hes not gonna get the subsequent volumes anymore.

you know, its that kind of pain which wouldnt bring tears but in the end out of exasperation, a few tears every now and then still fall unknowingly. i could stare into space, thinking about the one and a half years. funny,the both of u seem to have swop places.

i was thinking,what if that day,u didnt start talking to me,what if that day no one shouted anna in front of me,what if u hadnt met her,would we have been different from now?would we?

comment ça va,mon meilleur ami,
how are days without me?
je t'aime,mon amour
tu me manques