tes yeux, j'en reve jour et nuit

that day,during written communications chat online i was so up and pro-abortion, because i thought that should be the way,obviously,i cant be giving up my entire life for a lump of flesh in my body if i really were pregnant. i have my dreams,dreams that are so huge and doesnt allow me to have a baby,not just yet.

i suspected, if i go all the way trying to work for UN,i might not even end up getting married at all,dan will prolly ditch me cuz he wants a family,i never really told him bout my plans,but i did say kids only when i turn 26-28.because thats supposedly the age when u have high chances of getting a clever kid. but definitely will not happen,if UN is on the cards.

but i just read an australian chinese's blog(quite famous one) and her newborn is so cute!!!

it dawned upon me that im so inhumane,man.

BUT still never will i give up everything.stick to my point.unlessss the baby is guaranteed cute haha.or maybe not.