tes yeux, j'en reve jour et nuit

bonne annee everyone!god i hate working!!i hate answering phone calls i swear.

i played mahjong for more than 12 hrs the past couple of days.life has been quite sad.i just received a call from canada just because i accidentally pressed the button.phew lucky i told my dad bout it and hes ok with it and doesnt suspect anything.he even asked me to call 019 if im calling overseas lol.and i totally humiliated myself in front of my bf cuz he heard crazy things ha ha.

we are not going overseas anymore i think.me and my sis.reason?she wants to save money to buy insurance.pfft.''what if i die tomorrow?''

we were talking bout our mum yesterday,the tears just came.i havent been seeing/talking to her for more than three months already.she didnt even get to see my permed hair.i dont understand.why is it that i dont get to have a happy family like other people?why is my mum such a fucked up bitch who makes us hate her?from young i've always hated her family,the aunties,the uncles. my sis told me actually its good that she left,we dont have to invite her whole fucked up family when we have our wedding banquet.although i still miss my cousin whom i have not been seeing for more than a year.when we were at korea,everyone was so surprised that we ventured there alone.

'no parents?'
'you mean my dad?nah,he wont come'