tes yeux, j'en reve jour et nuit

BUSINESS AND SOCIAL ENTERPRISE..

wow this is great.damnit.i actually had to try my hardest to blink back tears.why god,why did u only accept forty students in the freaking course and make the COP 9 when i had 10?why???why did i get into a course that has forty people in it as well then?

it feels like someone stepped so hard on my foot and told me to get lost.makes me feel like crying out in pain,not because of my foot,but the pain of rejection.

LKY once said:''all my life i believed in merger..''

YGY says:''all my life i believed in IB..''

life's a bitch,i feel like im being forced to grow up so fast,the 2008 happenings,etc.

i want to be a child all over again,i miss those days when my parents would scold/hit me when i dont do my homework,fail my tests etc.at least back then,i had support and people there to push me from behind when i refused to move and just wanted to stay at the same spot forever.

now,i can just stone there forever and no one just gives a damn bout me,its scaring me,people only blame you when you have already done something wrong,bout the bad decisions you have made.

anyway this has made me realise something,life is not easy,i shouldnt be having only a life plan,i need to have many,if one thing doesnt work,at least the other would.
i'll be going to australia or maybe france uni if i cannot make it to the local universities in the end.

right now,i am going to work hard on my french and i want to take up japanese in school later,so that united nations will want me in maybe..15 years time??

my french listening sucks,i need to work harder on that to get through the test.

and i need to be strong,cmon GY.