tes yeux, j'en reve jour et nuit

hi world happy niu year.

i feel so lost.
i feel like a delinquent rotting at home till school starts,i know i am working,but im feeling empty inside,so empty...idk if i can make it for the international business course cuz if i cant get in,everything will crumble into nothing-ness.till the 30th*keeps fingers crossed*

i look at my bank statement and i get depressed.i am so damn broke.lucky for ang pao moolah.

the ox year is really bad for me,the year of the goat,and i seriously hope that i'll make it through considering that i have not been winning mahjong since the start of the new year,out of the 16 rounds i won 1 round till bei feng i went to drink cheng tng(yum) and i won four times in a row:).oh well but yeah..

i think i act like im 25.except for maybe the sex part.nuff said.anyway,its cuz i know what i want to do in life.instead of worrying bout what hw's not done etc,im worrying bout work,having to deal with people you would not want to talk to in a million years,etc.and im working towards my goal every day.

will you take my hand,
hold me close
and pull me near,
till i can see my sunshine shining through?