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i love my big brother will.although he used to be quite weird.but no matter how tough the going gets,he was always there,a friend,a brother and sometimes a dad.i know he loves me as well.

its so hard to be that comfortable with a guy,to tell him ur innermost secrets,the things i have done wrong,but he doesnt scold me,and still thinks im amazing,and wants to fuck people who doesnt understand me,etc.

on and off,we have been talking for 6 years,although we never met,but that kind of brother sisterly feeling can never be matched.if not for the day i used my cuz's hotmail acc to check something,i would never have started talking to him on msn.

he says he gonna bring me to places i've never been to,let me stay with him,gimme the biggest hugs in the world and even cook for me.

he told me if im feeling down,just know that hes thinking of me at the other end and will always be there for me.

i just need someone like that.someone who wouldnt ignore me,someone who would talk to me,would treat me nicely and make me feel loved.

although he said talking bout it is almost like fuck all,but i know he really wants to do that.

thank you for being there by my side and when no one understands me.

i love you.