tes yeux, j'en reve jour et nuit

why must you make things so fucking hard for me?why is that?

i feel like an asshole.An asshole who deserves all this shit u gave me.im sorry there are so many things i cant say right here,right now.its so fucked up and theres no one i can turn to.

i was listening to what hurts the most on the train and i almost cried.
fuck me fuck me fuck me.

there are days,every now and again,i pretend i am okay.

i thought it would be better this way,i THOUGHT.

p.s you make me feel like im going for a bungee jump.

p.p.s i think my readers are bored by now.