tes yeux, j'en reve jour et nuit

today is a day,a day i feel like crying so much,but no,i tell myself.

if life is this screwed up,its mostly my fault and that i should pick it up and keep going.

no one knows more than half of me. i either present my bad side or the good side. the people who saw the good one prolly didnt get to see much of the good one and vice versa.

i feel sad for us. i love you, i look forward to talk to you every single day.but at the same time, i always know its not possible.if you are not coming this december,then he is.

and that will be all.